Changes

Last weekend when I was hanging laundry on the line - big people laundry like tennis jerseys - I remembered how this very clothes line looked with rows of very white diapers hanging from it. That makes me sad.

It was a really creepy feeling last Sunday night when I got a phone call from Kathryn in the emergency room in Redwing, MN. They were the same creepy thoughts I had when James went out to ski at Nationals in NH - what if he got hurt way out there? How would we handle it? Well I found out with Kathryn - Brian is very bad in an emergency and I am on my own. I picked Kat up on Sunday night in EC and brought her home the rest of the way and it felt better after I actually saw her and had her in my possession, but that Mommy thing is still pretty strong.